We won't get very far flying circles in a jar

We won't get very far flying circles in a jar

It seems like whenever I want to blog, like I'm not really doing anything but there are words running through my head and they need to be blogged, I'm without a computer.  This week I went to New York City and I wanted to write about how much it doesn't make sense to me that people feel the need to take pictures of every famous and/or large painting they see, even if the painting holds no meaning for them.  I've been thinking about writing and personalities and what I'm doing with my life and the direction(s) I'm heading in.

New York City terrifies me and I don't think I could ever live there, but it's the city where Starry Night lives, and so I wish I could visit it every day.

Make you feel my love

Make you feel my love

Weird thoughts night:
1. Time here passes really strangely.  Days are really long but weeks are really fast.
2. I am going to fail bio.
3. I can hear noises through the wall and I'm never sure if it's someone crying, laughing, or having sex.
4. Andy Rooney talked about how everyone has so many chairs and there are just too many chairs in the world and there are more chairs than there are people to sit on them, but there seems to be this reoccurring problem in college of there never being enough chairs for all of the people who want to sit down.
5. I want to write.  Also, not to fail bio.

I think I need a sunrise

I think I need a sunrise

Today sort of sucked and I'm feeling sort of stuck but in a week and a half I'll be home and then I'll be able to feel stuck there for a while before I come back here.  I really like consistency and schedules and doing things on time but I hate monotony and staring at the same walls everyday and it feels like it's impossible to unify who I am and who I want to be and who everyone else thinks I am.  Tomorrow is Monday and I have yoga and I really hate yoga despite the fact that I keep telling myself I like it.  I want to stay in bed all day and watch "The Secret Garden" and crochet scarves and wear cozy socks but I have classes and finals and there are people everywhere all of the time.  I miss my mommy and my dogs.  Ugh.