Showing posts with label formal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label formal. Show all posts
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In some forgotten space where the envy and the hate swim around in figure eights

I think I'm getting sick and I feel absolutely dreadful, which I just wrote in a British accent, in case you couldn't tale.  I'm done with gen 1 of "Skins" and it's breaking my heart because Cassie ran away to New York and Chris' dad won't let his friends come to the funeral but they crashed it and Sid followed Cass to New York and isn't it funny that two of my favorite characters ever are named Sidney?

I just rewatched the finale of "The OC" and it made me so happy even though I feel ridiculous, and it made me sad too but not as sad as "Skins" did, and tomorrow I'm painting my nails and getting my hair cut and hopefully going to formal, unless I wake up feeling like I'm dying, but I really hope that doesn't happen because I really love my dress.  Today I drove home alone and sang along to "Who Owns My Heart", which my sister doesn't let me do because she hates Miley, which I think is due more to a lack of exposure than actual hate, which bothers me because I think you have to experience something to really have an opinion about it.  But anyhow it made me happy despite feeling gross and all this stupid stress and the apps I still have to finish and everything else. I hate when people ask me to defend the things that make me happy.   

I should go to sleep now because I don't think I've made any sense and I all I've done is fall in love with Sidneys and use a lot of commas.  I do like commas but only sometimes not always.
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How ridiculous

And once again, it's Sunday night and instead of reading like I'm supposed to be, I'm sitting here in front of my computer stalking other people's formal pictures on facebook and pretending I don't need to be doing something else. I hate how school rules my life. And I hate knowing that school is going to rule my life for at least another five years. But at least I'll have a drivers license for most of those, hopefully.

All this looking at formal pictures just makes me want to buy a formal dress. I don't even want to go to formal really, I just want to wear the dress. How ridiculous and dumb is that? I've looked at so many pictures that I'm not in that I've noticed duplicate dresses. Oh god.

Okay, enough of this. I need to get off of my stupid computer and read my book for English class so I can write the 6-12 page paper and I need to edit Megan's NaNoWriMo like I told her I would weeks ago and I need to stop biting my nails and I need to stop needing so much. Maybe I should have someone steel my facebook password so I can't go on for a week. Oh my god, I can't even comprehend not having facebook for a week. What is wrong with me?

Favorite picture from not going to formal last night.

I miss summer. And winter break. I miss being able to stay up late on Sunday nights because I don't have to wake up early the next day to go to school. I miss not having school, period.