sept. 14

sept. 14

This return to school is a disappointment after this summer, which I think was one of the best/worst summers I've had ever.  I feel things heavy and I process things quickly and I don't like this place anymore.  I've lost my earnestness and my ability to believe in what it stands for, and it mostly feels like I'm working really hard for nothing.  I do not want Reed to be my life.  Just part of it.  I wish Reed would let me have that.  I wish it would let my friends have that.