I tend to only blog when I'm upset or bored, but I want to blog right now because I'm happy. I've had two good days in a row, which will hopefully be followed by two more good, although slower, days. Sometimes I really hate it here, and sometimes I really love it, and I really want the times that I love it to make up for the times that I hate it. This is a feeling that I have trouble holding onto, and I want to record it so that I can try to remember it later.