There's a key to your heart, no one's found it yet

There's a key to your heart, no one's found it yet

Right now I am sitting at my desk listening to the new Selena Gomez album, which isn't totally horrible, and not really doing anything besides that, which is fine, I guess.  Tomorrow I'm going to the doctor so he can sign my health form so I can go to college, and I'm getting my hair cut, dyed back to its natural color hopefully and maybe cut more than half an inch, if I'm annoyed with it enough tomorrow morning.  Today my mom and I went to Target and had lunch at Wahoo's Fish Tacos and went to Trader Joe's and the bookstore.  I finally finished "The Vampire Diaries" and I guess I should be glad that the most traumatic thing that's happened to me is something that I've watched on television.

I love the way you know who you are

I love the way you know who you are

Okay, so it's official:  I am a big cheesy sap, and I love overproduced pop songs and ridiculous plot-less Disney movies and their equally crappy sequels and fictional-and-improbable-but-defying-all-odds soul mates.  But see, I think there's a difference between the way I feel about stuff like that, stupid soul-sucking stuff, and art history and literature and, I don't know, Paris.  For the cheesy stuff - you have to take it at face value, you have to say, "okay, this is what it is and I can't expect it to do anymore for me" and that means accepting that it's all corporate and for profit but that doesn't mean it's not fun.

I was thinking about the definition of fun earlier, and how everyone's concept of fun is different, and how I can have fun by staying home and baking cookies and watching "The OC" and emailing really long logs-of-our-lives back and forth with Jess.  I don't want to go to football games or big parties or whatever - and I don't know why people have to find fault in that.  I do know the meaning of fun - and the meaning is different for me.

I sound like a self-absorbed motivational speaker.  Oh well.  Possible future career?

Also:  starting tomorrow, 30 Day Letter Challenge.
30 Day Letter Challenge

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance t
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but are too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror