Tell each other fairy tales
I filmed with my group today for about 7 hours, which was too long, and it was exhausting and annoying and someone spilled grape juice but no one lit anything on fire, and we only have to re-film one of our clips tomorrow (plus the stuff we haven't filmed yet), so I guess overall it went well. But I don't like group projects, and I don't like when people come into my room and start looking at my Harry Potter posters and comment on how many books I have (yes, I'm a nerd, can we move on now, please?).I am having trouble with my UC essays, and I think it's because I want to be writing, and I don't want to be writing them. My mind is elsewhere lately, and I want to watch "A Cinderella Story" and pretend that things like that are real, and I want to reread all my favorite novels, and I want to drive around with no destination in mind. And my hair color is really bothering me, a lot.
So I guess I'm struggling right now with being happy with who I am, being nerdy and tv-obsessed and a sometimes writer and whatever else, because despite how much I don't want to, sometimes all I want is to be like everyone else. And I hate that. I hate that I've been conditioned to think like that, and that it's so hard for me to think otherwise.
