I had that dream again where I was lost for good in outer space

I had that dream again where I was lost for good in outer space

You know what?
At least my shoes don't have holes in them.
At least I know when to be quiet.
At least I can keep my Harry Potter characters straight.

Only two more months till summer.
Only fifteen more months till college.
At least then I'll never have to see you again.
At least then I won't have to hear what you're saying behind my back.
At least then I'll be free from worry about which promises you're keeping
and
which ones
you're not.

"Oh my God, this hurts like hell
I had that dream again where
I was lost for good in outer space
Tell me, doctor, how to shake
A waking nightmare that is only
Worse when I am sleeping

Kill the messenger
I swear it's not me
It's just someone I used to know
And get to church cause you're a good girl
And he never told you that
And all I need from you
Could be the thing that
Leaves us both up here forever
I'm gonna send a little rain your way
I'm gonna send a little rain...

It's not so easy, caving in
I walked by your apartment twice today
While you were gone at work
And all the colors got so down
It's not as cold out here
But come quick, I am losing feeling."