I'm losing my balance on the tightrope

I'm losing my balance on the tightrope

Today I feel like... I have no idea.  I just don't want to go to school tomorrow.  I don't want to write college application essays and I don't want to make life-changing decisions and I don't want to buy new jeans even though I kind of need them.

Things I do want:  to be Rachel Bilson, to drop economics and photgraphy, to buy lots of pretty dresses, to see my cousins, to watch hours and hours of "Leverage" without stopping, to bake snickerdoodles, to write something new, to actually have something new to write about, for something to happen.