Lie here on the floor

Lie here on the floor

Sometimes I like to pretend that I'm not a crier, that I don't cry at books and movies and songs and endings, but here I am, crying, again, proving to myself that I am the biggest hypocrite I know.  I hate change, and I want to move across the country.  I've wanted this year to be over for so long but here I am crying because I love my classes so much and I love my teachers and I love the people I've gotten to know and I don't want to start this all again.  But then again I do, so much, because this year has sucked in so many ways. 

But mostly I just hate when things have to end.