It's not about your makeup or how you try to shape up to these tiresome paper dreams

It's not about your makeup or how you try to shape up to these tiresome paper dreams

I am, as usual, freezing right now, but I had a good night and I'm wearing mascara and I have plans for tomorrow even though it's going to rain and I'm nearly finished with my UC apps, and next week is a two-day week, and so I'm hoping that those two days are good and that everything is going to be good.  I'm trying for that, I guess, for good days, because tonight was fun, and I was around people that I actually like and we didn't talk about college for more than a minute and I miss sleepovers sophomore year and watching "10 Things I Hate About You" once a month and game nights and video chatting and all of that. 

So tonight was good and I wore my giant cardigan sweater but I really, really want to buy a winter formal dress.